My favourite cartoon character. Bila tengok Spongebob, I'm wondering about my previous posts. Aku ni serius sangat ke ye? Kalau baca testimonial kwn2 kat friendster, semua cakap aku ni nampak garang and serius. Maybe kot..agaknya sebab dulu kena paksa ambik literature adn then kena analyse isu-isu dlm tu that I'm beginning to see life mcm literary works yg aku baca dulu tu jugak la kot. Semua ada hidden meaning and those meanings would be something related to life.

Kalau jadik macam spongebob ni kan bagus. Kena marah pun boleh gelak-gelak lagi. Tak pernah kecik ati dengan kawan-kawan dia walaupun kena kutuk sebab jadik span yang kaler kuning dengan seluar pendek and kerja flipping burger je. Best ke jadik spongebob yek? Hehe...Well aku ni memang suka tengok kartun dari zaman kecik2 dulu sampai la dah umur 28 ni. Takde rancangan lain kat astro, bantai tengok kartun channel 60,61 n 62. Teringat lak masa kecik2 dulu berlari balik rumah dr sekolah sebab nak tengok Toriton. Kalau korang lahir dlm tahun 70s mesti ingat cerita ni. Pas tu ada kartun Moby Dick, sampai aku umur 17 tahun pun ingat Moby dick tu watak kartun mcm yg aku tengok masa umur 6 tahun dulu. Tertipu rupanya..hehe...general knowledge tak bagus la time tu.

What if....

What if...I have amnesia, would I still be able to use the skills I have now, speak the languages I know now, would I leave the people I love in this life? Be what I am today? Be as humorous as I am now with my friends? If I forget the people I love in my life now, would I still be comfortable being with them when I have amnesia? Would they leave me? Will they send me to mental hospital?
What if...?

"Yuan2"

Now I'm in my 3rd month intermediate Mandarin class and last night my lao3 shi gave us this new vocab which I think is a very interesting word - "Yuan2". What does it mean? Well "Yuan2" is an antonym, a word which has more than one meaning. However, it cannot be explained in any other languages. However, perhaps we can describe it as destiny,fate,coincidence, but then again maybe not.

"Yuan2" can be used in instances like, why did we go to certain places to study and we meet certain group of people there? That is "Yuan2". And for example, I'm from Sarawak and has been living in Sarawak for 17 years before I further my studies in KL and I met someone from my hometown in KL instead of in Kuching, although I've stayed there for 17 years. That is "Yuan2". I met my first boyfriend sometime ago and broke up with him though we've professed our love for each other almost everyday, that is also "Yuan2". "Takde jodoh" you might say. But what about that we like certain group of people and not a group of others? And we decide to settle in one place and not the other, marry someone we might know for only a few weeks and not the one we have known for the rest of our lives. Those can be explain with that one word "Yuan2". Jus like when I chose to start my blog today and not a few weeks ago, perhaps it is also "Yuan2?"...:)

It kinda reminded me of Robert Frost's poem titled "The Road Not Taken". Although Frost might not know that word then, but the description he made about choosing what we do today and perhaps some of us are still wondering what would happen if they have chosen differently.

Well just expressing what I have been thinking all night. So today I ponder upon this " Whaen you look back on your life wondering why you chose not to cross the bridge, will you also wonder what would happen if you did?"

Welcome, Irrashaimase, Bonjour

Been attempting to create a name for my blog for almost 15 minutes, finally when i used my friend's suggestion, i finally got thru..pheww...well so it seems this blog would be my platform to express my views and ideas on whatever is going on in my life and maybe others too. Read them and comment if you feel like it.